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babygirl76657 [userpic]
tons of sadness...

I'm not in the best mental state right now. I feel so confused.  I am worried about bills. I am worried about the future. I am worried about bills because I don't get paid in the summer months. I have enough to cover July and August rent. but that is it. I still have to pay my cell phone bill, cable and the electric. I went on a job interview and I pray I get this job....I only need for the summer.


I have been highly engaged in eating disorder usage. and you know what..... who cares...I dont anymore. Besides, I am too much of a lard butt to receive help.


my new medication has caused me to have a 9pound weight gain. Fuck....the Med is help g with my bipolar, but it is king myself worth buy the day.